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Post by reindhart on Aug 3, 2010 16:45:13 GMT -5
from time to time, sampson found himself missing siena, and ironically, she still missed him too. however, they wouldn't have a chance of lasting if they got back together, it just couldn't work between them. siena couldn't keep up with all his antics, it took her on the emotional rollercoaster sampson had appropriately dubbed the reindhart rollercoaster. he couldn't have a girlfriend, with him, relationships ended the first or second time he was bailed out of jail.
he'd ordered himself a plate of fries and was dipping them lazily and ketchup. where was she? her chocolate shake was melting. he'd thought about ordering her a burger as a joke but realized he only had a couple bucks on him. but if she wanted something else they could just as easily foot the bill.
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Post by siena elizabeth montgomery on Aug 3, 2010 16:52:29 GMT -5
siena was running late and felt awful for it. she wanted to see sam, she missed him more than she'd thought she would. only after the break up did she realize that she loved that boy with her whole heart. but she was a high school student who's best friend went missing. she needed someone she could count on, someone that wouldnt call her at 2am asking her to bail him out. people said it was because siena felt he was "below" her, and that wasn't the case at all. she just couldnt handle him emotionally anymore.
she walked into the diner and looked around for him. when she saw him her whole face lit up with a smile. she still wanted to be friends with him, even if there would be a lot of tention.
"hey," she said and headed over to him, giving him a kiss on the cheek as she did with all of her friend. "i'm so sorry." she said with an apologetic face.
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Post by reindhart on Aug 3, 2010 18:25:14 GMT -5
if you took one look at sampson, you'd get two impressions. he was that cocky asshole that held no regard for woman and caused trouble and broke laws wherever he went. or he was the gentlemen that like to express himself with tattoos and held a lot respect for woman, was a good guy with a steady job, nice life, whatever.
sampson defied rules though, so with him you got a little of both.
upon seeing siena he stood up to greet her and after her signature kiss on the cheek, he pulled her in for a big hug. he'd heard about what happened with abigail. it was awful, terrible, and if he ever ran into whoever had taken her? well, that's a story for the police.
"siena," he said lightly, giving her a smile before breaking apart from her and sitting down. "don't worry about it, i got you a shake though. totally almost got you a burger but i thought i'd be nice the first time i saw you since--well yeah." since we broke up. actually.
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Post by siena elizabeth montgomery on Aug 3, 2010 18:36:34 GMT -5
siena looked down quickly. she felt awful for hurting sam. it killed her. she loved the boy with everything she had. they just weren't meant to be. they fought, he was in jail, she was home crying, she was bailing him out, it was a never ending circle that was killing her. it was best for them to go their separate ways, even if it hurt now.
"sorry," she breathed.
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Post by reindhart on Aug 3, 2010 18:51:30 GMT -5
sampson raised an eyebrow before shrugging, "no don't worry about it. i honestly would've done the same thing if i was a chick. coming to get me from jail at 18? not cool on my part. i'm sorry for that, for all of it, you know?" he said honestly. taking a drink of his coke so it would mask the obvious scrunching of his eyebrows.
he hardly ever apologized to anyone, but with siena he could. he had to.
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Post by siena elizabeth montgomery on Aug 6, 2010 1:35:08 GMT -5
siena opened her mouth but nothing came out. she wanted to tell him how she felt about him, but she knew that would probably only cause issues between them. she did love him. she did care about him. but she didn't want him back. there was too much that came with it. she wasn't ready for all of that. maybe in another life they'd work out, but not this one. not at this time in her life.
she didn't know what to say.if he knew him getting thrown in jail every other day wasn't good for her, then why couldnt he just stay out of trouble, for her. after all, he did say he cared for her, but apparently not enough.
"i know you're gonna find someone better than me, sam. we just, ...we just couldn't work." she said, looking down at the table with tears in her eyes. she didn't want to leave him. it'd been the hardest thing she had to do.
"i really truly am sorry, sam. it's not something i wanted to do. i never ever wanted to hurt you." she said, hoping and praying he'd believe her.
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Post by reindhart on Aug 6, 2010 19:23:28 GMT -5
sam watched siena for a moment, a strange pang took him by surprise. but he shook his head and reached across the table, gently raising her head up so she would look at him, "hey, chin up, okay? it's not the end of the world. and i'm doing fine." he assured her, with a genuine smile, however small it was.
"and better then you? come on, siena, you know you're a catch." he winked at her and took a now slightly cold french fry, and tossed it at her nose. "now smile, this sad you is making a sad me." sampson knew then that everything would work out between them, friendship wise.
sam and siena would just...be.
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Post by siena elizabeth montgomery on Aug 6, 2010 21:32:45 GMT -5
siena smiled a little and threw a french fry back at him. this friendship would work, but it'd be difficult. she felt so much for him, just sitting with him was difficult. all she wanted to do was tell him how she felt.
"so how are things?" siena asked with a smile.
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Post by reindhart on Aug 7, 2010 11:01:24 GMT -5
sampson studied her for a second, of course, he had expected her to be acting strangely, but not because she was stuck being around him. more because her friend had gone missing.
"you know, siena, if you have other things to do, more agreeable people to see, you didn't have to come here and meet me." he told her, his eyebrows knitting slightly closer together in confusion. sure she was smiling and asking him how he was, but she wasn't hardly acting like she wanted to be here at all. fidgeting and looking around like she was.
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Post by siena elizabeth montgomery on Aug 7, 2010 11:06:44 GMT -5
"no it's not that." siena said shaking her head. she didn;t know what to say. she'd never really been in this kind of situation before. normally she was the one that got dumped. and she preferred it that way.
"it's just that i, ...i love you." she said bluntly and turned bright red.
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Post by reindhart on Aug 7, 2010 11:15:25 GMT -5
sampson blinked before his face really took on another look all together. "don't do that siena, toying with me like that. it's not fair." he knew siena wasn't that cruel, but if that was the case, then why had she broken up with him? it just didn't make any sense!
so, maybe it did. she couldn't handle his antics, but if she loved him still they could've worked something out. "that kind of...really pisses me off, montgomery." he muttered, not looking at her straigh on.
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Post by siena elizabeth montgomery on Aug 7, 2010 23:14:49 GMT -5
siena knew sam had a temper; it was just another one of their many issues. being in a public place made her less nervous though. she remembered the holes in the wall from him, the slammed and locked bathroom doors from her until he calmed down. she knew he'd never actually hurt her, but he was still scary.
"i'm sorry sam." she said honestly. "i didn't realize it until i'd already left. i really am sorry sam." she pleaded. she didn't want him to be mad at her. she wanted to be friends with him, but nothing more then that. yes, she loved him but she wasn't in love with him. there was a difference.
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Post by reindhart on Aug 8, 2010 11:30:10 GMT -5
sam held up his hands and closed his eyes for a second, he was working on this new 'control your temper' thing. he didn't want to have a fit right there in front of siena, but what the fuck? " just--" he breathed in deeply, "--shush, please, for one second."
after a couple more second he dropped his hands and opened his eyes. "it's alright, whatever. shit happens, but what does this mean--" did she or did she not want to get back together? did she never want to see him again?
he needed to be let inside the pretty little head of hers.
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Post by siena elizabeth montgomery on Aug 8, 2010 11:37:22 GMT -5
siena didn't do second chances, she simply didn't believe in it, but she didn't want to be that blunt with a ticking time bomb. she had to be careful with sam.
"i want to be friends sam." she said softly, her heart racing. she was afraid of him, yet another issue. there was just too many issues for them to work. she she cared and loved him, but it wasn't enough.
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Post by reindhart on Aug 8, 2010 11:45:43 GMT -5
sam nodded, "alright, that's fine, siena." he said, his voice clipped and quick. "but next time don't go and freaking say you love me first, okay?" he asked her, shaking his head like it was the obvious thing to do. "i don't see the point of being here anymore, i think i'm going to go before we fight anymore." sam said, dropping a ten on the table. "you can get yourself home right?"
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